The Darkness of Shadows

ar_to_lon @ 2005-09-23T20:28:00

2005-09-24T03:30:49Z

lifes a piece of shit and im tired of if all....lies and shit and hopes all suck.

Today I saw my hero fall apart,
The one who taught me to be strong,
On the outside I look fine,
But on the inside I am dying
My strength has overcome my pain
My love for you remains the same
The loneliness is setting in
I have no one to free my sins

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's yours or mine

Now it's my time to help you out,
Coz you were there when I was down,
It's hard for me to seal this way
Losing all your sanity
You helped me, keep my dreams alive ,
Without you how would I survive
It's time for me to be a man
Now I finally understand

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's yours or mine

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's yours or mine

I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore

Today I saw my hero fall apart,
The one who taught me to be strong,
On the outside I look fine,
But on the inside I am dying

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's yours or mine

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's yours or mine

It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's do or die
It's never too late to live your life,
The time is now, it's yours or mine

I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore
I cant run anymore
I cant hide anymore

Yeaaaahh

question

2005-09-21T06:02:54Z

can you be truly happy for others without being happy for yourself?

so many moods but can only show one heh so tahst the main one

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect

You better watch out
If you don't know whats going on around you
You better think twice
Before you fly off the handle and lose it
You better join us
Before you get lost in the shuffle
You gotta rise against
The demons that are gonna try and hold you down

Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love?
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love?
The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love

Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your fucking game
I've got dignity and I dream that I want to achieve
Under pressure, you crumbled and you let me down
I'm not deaf and all I hear are your empty promises

Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
The ones you love, the ones you love, the ones you love

Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect

Yes it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!

ar_to_lon @ 2005-09-18T14:01:00

2005-09-18T21:20:21Z

i have decided to write in here and poems in xanga....so...well lifes a bitch i swear my bday sucked so much and its jsut not like how it was b4 im truly alone....i cant tell any of my friends my problems because...no one knows how to help....:( like i said im here for everyone else but when it comes to me im on my own....sounds like a line from a movie been a while and its still the same....everyones gone and i gotta live with that now.... i have so many regrets and i wish i never had emotions to bother me. it would help so much in my life if i didnt care so much...fuck school, fuck life, fuck it all. must move forward in life..but so hard without looking at the past...and the past is what i loved...

-Drake

ar_to_lon @ 2005-09-17T19:42:00

2005-09-18T02:42:30Z

almost 2 weeks and it still feels like yesterday

meh

2005-09-12T06:06:16Z

thought id write in here for once...pretty sad but w/e dont wanna write a poem

anyways tmrws gonna suck all day in school or college sigh 30 min is all i asked for and i cant even get that.... :( i'd settle for 10 but yet again life screws me over

Wish it could all go away
Or maybe it's just their say
I want a special day to be special to me
And not just from what people can see

30 min is all i ask
But they can't complete the task
I want to relax and hold her tight
All through the starry night

dreams never come true

-Drake

damn sin graphs

2005-02-02T00:30:08Z

kyo wa chotto ii desune. watashi no butsuri no tesuto wa sugoii desu. watashi wa ookii sugaku no tesuto o suru node watatashi wa netai desu. keredomo rekishiku wa totemo meiwaku da. watashi wa maishu no naka ni ni do kuizu ga arimasu. sugoi.......funny how sugoi can mean awesome (first use) and terrible (second use). blah ok for all u who are clueless translation

today was kinda good, my physics test was really good. i took a big math test so im kinda sleepy now and i have 2 quizes every week for history which is not cool (its terrible) anyways thats it yall

-Drake

life sux

2005-01-31T23:43:46Z

wakarimasen. kyo wa totemo tsumaranai node watashi wa takusan koto o shiteimasen. watashi wa neru dekimasen. watashi wa genki janai. watashi wa shinitai desu X_X

Bored

2005-01-30T21:56:18Z

Hey I think from now on i'll start typing in japanese..cuz im bored and i dunno what else to do with lj anyways....

kyo no tenki chotto atsui desu ne. watashi wa shichi nichi han ni kuruma de itekimashita. ima watashi wa netai desu ga shukudai ga arimasu node watashi wa neru dekimasen. watashi wa ooi tabemono o tabemashita keredomo watashi wa onakagasuiteiru. ima shukudai o suru. tsumaranakute baka na shukudai wa shindekudasai. sigh, ashita gakou ga arimasen soshite watashi wa neru dekimasu sorekara terebi o mite conputa o shite omoshiroi hon o yonde, sushi o tabemasu ok ja mata

-Drake

First

2005-01-30T02:24:42Z

Wow first entry exciting.....blah anyways whats up yall nope nope no ones readin this crap anyways i dunno i jsut did this so i could see what it looks like...anyways ill do what i do in my xanga cya

PAST PRESENT FUTURE

It went by fast, and into the ground
It fell without a single sound
It went on by, and out the door
Only to leave you wanting more

It's here and now, it plagues you still
Pursuing you regardless your will
You endure and try to forget
But never leaving any regret

It's yet to come, and yet it haunts
You try to stay away from its taunts
But no matter what you try
It always seems to come by

First one's always gone
Since the break of dawn
Second one a virus to stay
Making you wish for the next day

Last but not least it's always coming alive
Always seems to grow but never quite arrives
Future becomes present, present into past
But none it seems ever seem to last

-Drake